Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • The Will

    I think I have lost my will to blog.

    That worries me.
    I mean, it really really worries me.

    I have so much going on and yet the words aren't there to tell you about it.

    Maybe I am using them all up on NaNoWriMo? According to my word count, you can't tell it tho

    Maybe I have used them up over lunches with old friends and silly fortune cookies:

    "In the near future, you will discover how fortunate you are.'

    As we go around the table and read them aloud, we are held to the rules of the game to add the words "in bed" to our fortunes. They cause so much laughter, other patrons turn and stare and at least one from our table makes a hasty retreat for the ladies room.  Encouraged by our shennigans,  our waiter brings us another round of cookies "on the house" and the riot starts all over again.
    Patrons from other tables lean in and join the fun and soon there is a run on fortune cookies and half the restaurant is wheezing and redfaced.
    Who knew a group of middle aged women could cause such a riot in a small Chinese restaurant?

    Yes, maybe I used them all there.

    Maybe I think all the good words are used up. Does that happen? Sometimes when I read your blog or your emails, I think you got all the good words and I was too late ...yet again. Is that possible?

    Maybe, I think most of all; I am just tired.
    There is a novel to write, a baby to be born, a granddog to sit, hospitals to visit and chickens to be fed.

    Those thoughts weary me, but I am holding steadfast to my fortune:

    "In the near future, you will discover how fortunate you are."

    In bed or not.

    I believe.

    I'll find those words somewhere.

    I know I will.

    I'll be back.






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